sad day for chris :(
Jan. 12th, 2004 11:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ayashiGonna try the whole sleeping early thing again tonight. Lately I've been trying to go to bed around 11:30/12:00 because I've been sleeping late (well actually I've been setting an alarm for 10:00 now so I never sleep any later than that, because sleeping later than that makes me feel dirty and lazy... don't ask why for I do not know). But also lately I've been having trouble actually GOING TO SLEEP. I just lie there for an hour turning back and forth and adjusting my pillow like six thousand times. Going to sleep never used to actually be HARD for me but it kind of has been lately... probably stress.
I feel really horrible for Chris :( Today more than any other day I wish I could have been with him to give him a hug and just be there for him :( I really felt awful when he told me about the dog... I told my mom on the phone when I called her about the squirrels (I don't know what to feed them)... she felt horrible for him and told me to tell Chris that she loves him, which I did.
I just checked driving conditions for the week according to weather.com for here and for the town Chris lives in... looks good. Suppose to snow there thursdayish but friday and the whole weekend are clear. It's supposed to snow tuesday here maybe but then just partly cloudy for the rest of the week and beyond.
CSI Miami tonight made me feel really sad, but I've been emotional anyway so it got to me more than usual. But wow, depressing. :(
Now going to get into some nice warm pajamas and crawl into my -not so warm but will be soon i hope- bed and try to go to sleep and hopefully this time I'll make it at LEAST when it is still 12 something instead of freaking 1 in the morning which has been happening lately. I guess I should be happy though - at least this isn't happening while I'm at college. (Though with my luck this will continue from now through some part of college, but I sure hope not.)
I feel really horrible for Chris :( Today more than any other day I wish I could have been with him to give him a hug and just be there for him :( I really felt awful when he told me about the dog... I told my mom on the phone when I called her about the squirrels (I don't know what to feed them)... she felt horrible for him and told me to tell Chris that she loves him, which I did.
I just checked driving conditions for the week according to weather.com for here and for the town Chris lives in... looks good. Suppose to snow there thursdayish but friday and the whole weekend are clear. It's supposed to snow tuesday here maybe but then just partly cloudy for the rest of the week and beyond.
CSI Miami tonight made me feel really sad, but I've been emotional anyway so it got to me more than usual. But wow, depressing. :(
Now going to get into some nice warm pajamas and crawl into my -not so warm but will be soon i hope- bed and try to go to sleep and hopefully this time I'll make it at LEAST when it is still 12 something instead of freaking 1 in the morning which has been happening lately. I guess I should be happy though - at least this isn't happening while I'm at college. (Though with my luck this will continue from now through some part of college, but I sure hope not.)
